SHE IS my biggest inspiration at the moment
My muse # most amazing , prettiest , sexy , stunning , coolest , divine girl living on mother earth ! ! !
I think i am in Love
thinking about you
Most of THE Time i only want TO be awake for about 3 hours a week, and i never want TO eat again. Then sometimes i get Real excited about thinks and i wonder how I ever slept days away and I still don’t want to eat that much . Sometimes I feel nothing is worth it . That this will be forgotten soon enough , and everyone is shitty anyways . Sometimes I could stay up all night telling you or you my thoughts on this or that , or planning moments that lives together on the future . Sometimes I never want to write or talk ever again . It’s all the same cry for attention . I’m the same as everyone I can’t stand, “pathetic “. Sometimes I want to get really fuked up and and write until it is raw and beautiful and ugly .
Makes perfect sense and makes no sense at all . Sometimes I spent entire day thinking about the thinks I should do while Managing to do none of them . Sometimes all I want is to fall in love , Fuk each other brains out for a Few days straight and then fall asleep and never wake up again . Sometimes I can’t of anything I want the most in this world . Sometimes I want it all , and the some ….. Sometimes I am sweet
Sometimes I’m starving with desire . Sometimes I just want to sleep